Thursday, December 3, 2009
Make a very stupid mistake today.. Going to regret for it.. Hate it..
(4:13 AM)
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Wondering and thinking of so many things..
(8:29 AM)
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Hi guys, this blog will be permanently deactivated soon..
I would like to thank to those who have helped me with the setting up and blogging.. Thank u so much..
(9:11 AM)
Thursday, October 8, 2009
I am here to vent out the things that are hidden in me for so long as i have no one to talk to.. nobody understands, It hurts so much.. i am so worried.. The feeling that should nv exist in the first place.. Tell myself umpteen times no no no because i know what will happen but still i make the mistakes and the doubtness from so many people.,. It really feel so bitter, so damaging.. It is getting fragile soon..
That weakness point in me still exists.. I... try so hard, really ve hard, but still to no avail.. how am i going to solve this problem.. all i want is...... Is it so difficult... Guess it is..
Hope for the best .. ... I have no confidence, feeling that i am not capable as compared to others.. Anyone can just.. Even if i want, do i stand ....
why can't people understand... in the end, i am still being scolded.. Feel so down, just want ..
I have my own reason for not saying out cause i am not able to...
Nvm.. that is my life afterall.. Being me is so .... Just want to talk nicely, turn out to be ....
Wonder how long can i hold.. a fool is always a fool.. guess i am a fool..
Just give up, ELL..
(7:00 AM)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Left me on thursday, 10/09/2009.
Feel sad.. life is so fragile. It hurts to see my pets leaving one by one..
they brighten and liven up my life. without them, i may not even smile at all.
yesterday night, i already have a feeling that it will die soon.. but i cannot do anything at all..
life and death is all predestinated. i can only look at it, the way it struggles to live..
finally, it passed away.. glad that the suffering ends for it but sad at the same time. looKing at the motionless body of it, memories flash through my mind, all the memories that we had together, the adorable things it did, the feeling of patting on its back, the sound makes for demanding of food...
(2:17 AM)
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Have so many things hidden inside me...
Facing the darkness alone, guess it will make me grow stronger and more independent as days go by.. Be a beacon in the darkness, guess not.. An entirely different light..
Waiting for the days to go by, hoping that each day passes peacefully..
(9:24 AM)
Thursday, July 2, 2009
I should be a happier, jovial person and stop thinking on certain unnecessary things. Live life to the fullest!
The very infamous title Niao Pok me got a translated chinese name and christian name. So call me Eng Niao Pok Longest, Huang Niao Pao. Absolutely loving this name. Best describes me too.
Anyway, people who really understands me knows that I hate to take photos!! Apparently I was caught on V's candid camera-.-" Damn. My friends just love taking my photos la.
Oh yea I came across Pork Mall today! It's amazing can. Lots of trotters and pork balls. I'm loving it. Fish balls are great too. Anything round with mixture of meat inside is great!
Loves, Npnj.
Don't presume and assume. It's not right!
(11:22 PM)